I understand you feel terrible about keeping this secret from your girlfriend. Honesty is the cornerstone of any relationship. But some stones are better left unturned. Ultimately you’ll have to decide this on your own. The other example is pure money. In other words, some straight guys are so broke that they’ll do anything for cash. I know an auto-mechanic who regularly does oral on a buddy of mine for a certain dollar amount. Your friend probably remembers at least some part of what happened that night. He may be having some of the same thoughts and feelings that you are currently having. He may be pretending not to remember anything because he thinks that would be the easiest way for you to handle the situation.

I’ll never forget it. He fired up some 420 and started toking. Before I knew it, we were swapping head up against the trunk of a Chevy Impala. Don’t ever be ashamed that you are into heterosexual men getting it on with each other. Let’s be real – it’s totally hot. Plus, there’s something cool about watching straight guys explore one another.

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Your friend likely regrets that this situation took place just as much as you do. He probably knows that you remember some of what happened that night, and he’s probably worried about your friendship just as much as you are. Try to act normal around him, and remember how important your friendship is. The more you act normal around him (even if it feels weird on the inside), the more it will genuinely start to feel normal again. This will take time, but I promise that it’s worth it for the sake of your friendship.

Go for a walk or a run. This may sound simple at first, but hear me out. You're probably already thinking about this situation on a daily basis, playing the events of that night over and over in your head, and asking yourself the same questions over and over. So why not process these thoughts while doing something physical at the same time. Set aside an hour or so to go walking or running, and tell yourself that you're not going to think about this situation until during your walk or run. Then, instead of wearing headphones and listening to music during your walk/run, use that time to think about your situation; meditate; be alone with just your thoughts; ask the "what if's" and other questions that have been consuming your brain; think about the pros and cons of telling your girlfriend or confronting your friend about the situation; develop a plan for how you can avoid a similar situation in the future. This is highly unlikely.) Your friend interprets this experience as a cue that you want to start doing this on a regular basis. If your friend starts hitting on you, then it would probably be a good idea to have a conversation about what happened. Again, this is highly unlikely. Your friend knows you’re straight, and it doesn’t sound like he’s ever tried to make a move on you in the past. So there’s no reason to believe that he would all of a sudden think it was OK to make a move on you now. There’s no reason to be paranoid around him. I agree that the best thing to do is to put the whole thing out of my mind and pretend it never happened. The only way I think he would ever bring it up would be to guage my response to determine if I remembered anything. I feel like I want to text him to tell him how I'm feeling but I wonder whether it is just best left alone and hope that it's not awkward the next time I see him, whenever that may be. I started to let out little gasps, then my arsehole felt like it had loosened and was accepting my finger easier.Do you think she’s going to be understanding enough to hear your story and realize that it was just something that occurred as a result of you being wasted and doubling-up on Klonopin? I’m not sure that most women would be that understanding. I knew he wanted me to say the words, it was just like the stories I had read but never actually expected to happen.

I had a similar experience with a 'straight' friend many years ago. We had a few drinks, I slept over his place, and then during the night while we were passed out together he started touching my face and laughing. At first I thought he was just being a goof, but then I moved a little closer. Before I knew it we were making out and it went from there. my advice is just to pretend like it didn't happen. obviously he is doing that, so just follow his lead and erase it from your memory banks. bringing it up is only going to cause drama.So what I am saying is, don't be surprised if this does not go well for you. Also, my 'straight' friend was single. Yours is not. You have to consider that you just enabled him to cheat on his girlfriend. Not a good situation to put yourself in. Should I text him to say I know something happened that night that shouldn't have happened? And that I've been feeling very confused and stressed about the situation? Or do I just try to pretend it never happened and hope it becomes a distant memory and that when we next see each other we can just laugh it off? If only your wife knew what a faggot you are." He said with a laugh and made me blush again, realising I am cheating on her for the first time.